The memoirs by Halina Paznyak (Palachanina-Vashchanka) are one of the first attempts to look at national rebirth of the late 1980s and early 1990s through the prism of the author's own experience of involvement in civic activities. The landmark Dzyady march in 1988 inspired the author to take part in political activities. Halina Paznyak played an active role in all key political events of that period. The book is illustrated by copies of documents, photographs and quotes by friends and associates. This is not just a narrative of Belarus' new history. This is a record of events based on the writer's personal observation. Halina Paznyak writes about struggle, defeats, love and immigration.